Minggu, 24 April 2011

gomawoyo ELF

aq sedang bosan... mungkin....
aq sedang jenuh....mungkin...
bahkan bisa dibilang aq sudah lelah....
yah,,, aq lelah dengan keadaanku sekarang,,,, smua yg kulakukan sangat bergantung pada bantuan orang lain, selalu membuat orang lain khawatir, bahkan aq pun lelah memikirkan seperti apa nanti masa depanku......
karna bila semua yang seumuran dengan ku ditanyakan apa masa depanmu????maka mereka akan menjawab dengan mudah lulus, bekerja dan menikah....
apa aku bisa menjawabnya dengan semudah itu, aq rasa tidak,,, bahkan aq slalu menghindari untuk memikirkannya bahkan untuk sekedar membayangkannya.....
karna kondisi ku sekarang.....entahlah... apakah ini bentuk kepasrahanku... atau memang karna aq terlalu ketakutan dengan hal yang orang sebut masa depan....
aq tidak akan mudah berkata aq akan menikah dan mempunyai anak,,, itu sangat sulit bagiku untuk mengatakannya dengan kondisi ku sekarang....oleh karena itu aq tak pernah mencoba sekuat tenaga untuk mempertahankan seseorang disisiku,,, bila memang dia merasa tak nyaman ya sudah, aq takkan memaksa....
aq juga takkan mudah berkata setelah lulus aku akan kerja lalu menjadi PNS, selalu alasan kesehatanku sendiri yg menjadi kekhawatiranku.....
entahlah..... sekarang aq hidup tanpa motivasi apapun,,, aq rasa tak ada yg hrs aq kejar, kecuali....segala sesuatu tentang super junior....
yah untunglah,,,aq mengenal super junior, sehingga segala kekecewaan dan keputus asaan aq di dunia nyata bisa aq alihkan perhatian ku ke super junior.
Apalagi sekarang, semenjak aq update di twitter dan ikutan fanbase ini fanbase itu. Disitu aq sering berinteraksi dengan ELF yg lain, yg akhirnya bikin aq punya temen baru walaupun rata-rata umurnya dibawah aq, tapi aq senang,,,aq berasa punya keluarga baru, karena kita sering punya topik pembicaraan yang sama, bahkan perasaan yang sama terhadap bias kita, ia kan ELF?Gara-gara itu pula kini aq dah jd 3 admin, 2 fanpage d facebook dan 1 di twitter, selain dari account pribadiku sendiri, semoga hal ini bisa membuat aq bersemangat lg menjalani hidup,,,,gomawoyo ELF,,,,,

Sabtu, 16 April 2011

from my heart

Biarlah orang menganggap aq aneh....
Biarlah orang menganggap aq autis....
Tapi aq sama seperti mereka....
Berhak menikmati apa yang aku suka.....
Berhak memperjuangkan apa yang ku inginkan....
Mungkin memang aku terkesan menutup diri....
Bahkan hanya berkutat pada dunia ku sendiri.....
Tapi bukankah setiap orang pun sama....
Terkadang mereka egois dengan hal yang mereka inginkan....
Mungkin bagi mereka ada hal yang lebih menarik dari sekedar super junior
Tapi bagiku Super junior lebih membuat ku nyaman
Bahkan disaat tak ada seorangpun yang dapat menolongku.....
Bukankah kita boleh berbeda....
Karena pada hakikatnya manusia itu unik dan berbeda....

Sabtu, 09 April 2011

The schedule for Super Junior’s members enlistment into army

The schedule for Super Junior’s members enlistment into army has been released. Everyone of them have to be in the army for 22 months.

Enlistment Years (by members)
Kangin: 2010-2012
Leeteuk, Heechul: 2011-2013
Yesung: 2012-2014
Shindong: 2013-2015
Sungmin, Donghae, Eunhyuk, Siwon: 2014-2016
Ryeowook, Kibum: 2015-2017
Kyuhyun: 2016-2018

Members Count (by years) (just take it that Kibum is not away cause of acting)
2010: Missing Kangin, 11 Members left
2011: Missing Kangin, Leeteuk, Heechul, 9 Members left
2012: Missing Leeteuk, Heechul, Yesung, 9 Members left
2013: Missing Yesung, Shindong, 10 Members left
2014: Missing Shindong, Sungmin, Donghae, Eunhyuk, Siwon, 7 Members left
2015: Missing Sungmin, Donghae, Eunhyuk, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum, 6 Members left
2016: Missing Ryeowook, Kibum, Kyuhyun, 9 Members left
2017: Missing Kyuhyun, 11 Members left
2018: FULL TEAM!!

That means 8 more years till we’ll see SJ together as a whole again T__T Kangin’s enlistment this year is understandable, but then can’t they just choose 2 years and enlist all the other members together at the same time? It’s not as though they have an age limit of when you go in. If Boom can enlist at the age of 27, I don’t see how the older members can’t wait till then and enlist together with the younger ones. The way they’re doing it, there will definitely be a few years where no albums will be released at all, for various reasons. And at the end of 8 years, who knows how many ELFs will there still be left? How many fans will wait 8 years for a group to be together again??
But looking at the number of people left over per year, it’s pretty unlikely they would release any albums. Concert tours maybe, but albums, not quite possible.

2011: Missing leader and most talkative people aka Heechul, Kangin, Leeteuk. Promotion activities would be quite hard.
2012: Same reason as 2011, plus missing one of the main singers aka Yesung.
2013: Possible, if they have other members to take over Yesung’s parts, possible Leeteuk or Kyuhyun.
2014: Not possible. 4 out of 6 main dancers gone (Donghae, Eunhyuk, Sungmin, Shindong. Left with only Kyuhyun and Leeteuk) Dance choreography will be too huge a barrier. Unless only SJ-K.R.Y. continue with their activities.
2015: Even worse than 2014, not only with more members gone into army, but Ryeowook, one of the main vocals will be missing. Only 3 out of 6 main dancers left in group. Even SJ-K.R.Y. activities, if any, will be put on hold.
2016: Not possible to release album as SJ as a whole. Main dancers all back, except Kyuhyun just join army. But 2 out of 3 (Ryeowook and Kyuhyun) main vocals will still be in army. Unless they have activities with SJ-T or SJ-Happy.
2017: Possible, since Kyuhyun’s the only one missing. Can probably have Donghae, Leeteuk and Sungmin covering his parts until he return.

Only 2018 will all of them gather as a group again. But after 8 years gap, will they still have as many fans? Not likely. Will SM still let them release an album? That’s a question. Maybe one as an experiment, which if their album sales are still high enough will possibly continue. But if not, this 4th album could be the last that we see of them together as Super Junior. Hopefully not though, especially with all the turmoils that they went through together since they debuted. I’ve got to say their road to being idols is much tougher than most, if not all, other groups that I have seen.
Nevertheless, it’ll be wonderful if we can still see them together, as 13 or at least 12 after 8 years. If not we’ll just have to settle with seeing them with their individual activities, which I hope is not the case.

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